Okay.
I know when I posted my first story on here almost a year and a half ago, I was big into x Readers. And that's why you guys started watching me. You came here for Reader Insert fanfictions, and that's what you received.
In the beginning, I was in seventh grade: school was a cakewalk, I could glide with no problems aside from the occasional essay. I uploaded fanfictions 2-3 times a month. The ones I wrote in the beginning were sub-par—they were formatted incorrectly, used improper capitalization, and were often written very passively. And in the two years I've been on dA, I have improved so, so much from writing these. I can't even begin to count the ways I've gotten better in two years—so much more than the first stretch of my writing, from when I started when I was nine up until when I was twelve. My sweet spot on here was barely a year, which was so much less than what I wanted it to be. I pictured myself writing x Readers until very, very far in the future.
And with much melancholy, I have to tell you guys that this will not be the case. I think we all saw it coming—I did, anyway. My last story on here was uploaded almost a year ago, and while I've made several hollow promises to get back into them, high school is truly dragging me down. Luckily for me, my writing spirit has been somewhat rekindled, and you can check me out over on
my Ao3.Which brings me to my final topic. Personally, I'm just not feeling Reader Inserts anymore. Sure, every once and a while i'll look one up when I'm not in the mood for any other kind of fanfiction, but writing them has become a daunting task. It's like revisiting an old fandom which you've since left—I can still admire the work put into them and the people who enjoy them, but for me, they aren't as "entertaining" as they used to be.
Who knows what the future holds for me on deviantArt! Maybe one day i'll get a tablet and upload art, maybe i'll post some of my other fanfics here someday, maybe i'll post my photography or cosplay once I can afford to have the materials needed for those passions of mine. I'll still be on here, uploading journals, answering comments (when I can) and commenting and favoriting works. What will come next for me is unknown, but I know it'll be great.
Thank you, all of you, for two amazing years.
-Holly